Totally off the quilting topic! SERIOUSLY OFF TOPIC!! This is a rant because… I do not know what else to do at this point!
I have been prescribed this medication and since it is now available in generic I can not get assistance for it. Because I did not get all my doctors notes to SSA I have been dropped and have no income. Yes, I am and have been disabled since 1997. I now have NO insurance.. and can not get any! (If I did have any income to pay for it) I received a letter stating that since I did not pass the paperwork test I have to pay back all benefits that I received since 2008. Only 36000.. oh, and can you pay the total sum NOW? Really?
My Neurologist wrote a letter and nope.. still waiting on the appeals council. I wrote my senator.. nope still waiting.. the denial states a lack of treatment.. I went six months without a doctors visit and that was in 2002. I have cerebellar ataxia with Parksonism symptoms. I also have three other diagnosis that are in of themselves disabling but alas… the Judge states that due to lack of treatment I am not disabled and even states that my diseases are disabling! HELLO?! I have prescriptions and doctors notes every six months since 1995! How exactly did I get them if I was not under treatment?
Okay so now what do I do? I have been off my medications since July.. I am getting worse and now I find that even though I have no income my medication is not available for any assistance? I can afford to take pain medication but ya know the whole thing is that I did not want to take any narcotics.. I have this thing that the longer I wait to take that crap (sorry for the vulgarity) the more it will help me in the long run.
Now I have an appointment to review my having to pay back the “overpayment”.. DH tells me not to stress that everything is under Gods control.. I DO trust in that.. meanwhile I am attemping to continue shuffling and staying off the narcotics.. while waiting.. always waiting..